The time will come and you will scream; "enough is enough!" Your distress will be so great you will be ready (finally) to surrender. "What must I do," you whisper. Life, as it always does, responds.
Of course, this isn't new. We have covered this ground before...
This time though, it was said a new way, by a different speaker. This time, the moment was ripe. This time, circumstances conspired to create a willingness in you to listen. This time, you don't give a good goddamn what the ego is saying. This time it will be different...and you know, you are right. Welcome to the Kingdom.